Every day wake up thinking of going to work very shag, need to teach people who does not have the motivation to learn, ask the person do might as well I do it my own. After reading Stephen R. Convey books, I felt that I learnt something, when there is something I want to do, I need to have the motivation to continue the stuff and not leaving it halfway.
For now, I would rather take my free time to read books on self-development then wasting my time doing nothing... In the past, I keep asking my cousin why is she keep holding a book to read, now I think back, I know the reason why. As people grow older, they will think wisely instead of being childish, its not an offend to anyone...
My parents may still think that I am still the same as the past, but I'm not.... I'm totally changed and I know by saying its useless so I need to prove to them as well to my rest of my relatives who keep thinking I'm the worse compared to my other cousins. But as for my uncle and my smaller cousin, they will be there for me whenever I needed help etc, I'm grateful.
I am so called proud of myself, as I now won't tend to think too much on things which will not happen, I feel happier this way! :) Plus I always able to give advice to my bestie but I could not apply the advice to my own problem which I find it weird, all my friends say why I can give good advice to them but could not solve my own problem, lol.....
I love the life that I had now : working, studying, reading books and most importantly is there is someone who can tolerate my princess behavior/attitude which is my beloved boyfriend, he is always there for me no matter what happen. That is enough for me, not being selfish, hahahaha....
