For the past few weeks, I had been reflecting about myself. What had I done so far for that someone?? I know I been giving him shit for the past two months and talking to my ex, my cousins scolded me and keep asking me why I replied my ex etc.
I know now whatever I say , he won't believe me and stuff. But the moment he told me he wouldn't come back to me, I told myself not to accept anyone and just focus on my studies and work that is all I think.
Yesterday talked to him on the phone, what he said was right, I'm useless, studies no good, couldn't handle my own relationship well and also treating my family badly. I know I had hurt him alot, all I can do now is to think of a way in order to make him forgive wo. Let the time prove everything, if still no improvement, I shall let it go an let him find someone else who can make him happier ba. If his ex can still made him happy, I don't mind letting go.... Cause I not a GOOD GIRLFRIEND to him.
* In the first place, I did consider going back to my ex, but I didn't I still chose you, I still let you bomb me when you are angry, yes, I admit I ask you if you wanted 'her' but I wasn't testing you , I did not plan to test you even if my bestie ask me to, whatever I say in whatsapp was I beinng angry at that time, that is me, I'm always vent like this.... If I was playing with your feeling, I wouldn't have stalked you when we broke up, I wouldn't have ask my cousins for solution and stuff to improve myself, I would have just moved on.... But I couldn't ! yesterday I wanted to tell you, I did not test you or I did asked before why you want patch back de reasons, I know you not someone who will anyhow asked people to spent money on you, it is because I'm curious why you want to patch when I give you craps and shit at times. My whatsapp status is referring to you not my ex as I told you before, after we break, I won't go back to him.*
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